and my secret life with you, although ended, shall always remain a secret.
i like to roam aimlessly around the streets on a weekday afternoon with no worries holding me back. then i would start to wonder why everyone is here with me. are they students? are they working people who took leave? or are they just like me, roaming around because we like it?
i like to wake up early in the morning just to have my favourite roti prata breakfast with the love of my life. we would just sit at the table, discuss nitty gritty stuffs of our lives and that moment to me is the best so far.
i like to look at my soft toys that ive kept over the years, because they remind me of my friends who gave them to me. then for a moment, i feel that im the most blessed girl in the world to have such nice people always standing by me throughout the years.
i like to go out when it’s raining, slightly heavier than drizzling because it reminds me of the time just after o levels, i went on a date with my then bf. not that i missed him, but that was one of the happiest times of my life and i hope to feel the same amount of happiness once more.
i like to shop alone because that is when i can be myself. i dont have to be afraid of friends criticizing my weird taste for clothings and stuffs and i can buy what i really like.
i like to leave annonymous comments on random people’s blog telling them that they are good or they looked good or some other good comments because i feel happy knowing that someone out there will smile upon looking at my comment.
if only life is stress-free. how good would that be. seriously tired being in this rat race and always the one having to catch up.